I have

honestly never felt this unhappy for such a long period of time.

Hm.

Things I'm currently scared of:

1. Making real friends at art school
2. Applying for/getting a job I don't completely hate
3. Learning to drive
4. Riding a bike
5. Failing at 1-4
6. Failing at anything
   
7. Having to grow up
8. Not being brave enough
9. Losing sight of what's really important
10. Myself.
    

Expectations:

I don't want them.

To Be Honest

I'm getting pretty fucking fed up with feeling like I don't exist to you any more.

Thoughtless. Careless. Heartless.