What if?

What if it was you who couldn't stop crying.
What if it was you that felt disgusted and demeaned.

What if it was you fighting back the urge to be sick.
What if it was you who couldn't bare to look them in the eye.

What if it was you wanting to speak, but unable.
What if it was you having your insides torn in two.

What if it was you?

But it wasn't you, was it.
It was me.

So don't say sorry.
Aplogise.